Whenever I see an old lady slip and fall on a wet sidewalk, my first instinct is to laugh. But then I think, what if I was an ant, and she fell on me. Then it wouldn’t seem quite so funny.
fuck la, so many pimples. bitch life. fucking stomach is fucking pain also. fuck.
stop pretending like you care about me. i know you dont. fuck off from my life.
new york, i love you.
it wasn’t a great movie. i didn’t like it. there were some cute guys in it (except ethan hawk) but oh well. didn’t like it. nope. jerome, however, could laugh at every non laughable scene. weird much? haha. the only thing i enjoyed was the ice lemon tea and jerome laughing. he has a rather weird laughter. (like celia) haha.
never go into a shop with breakable items with jerome. NOT SAFE. i mean kim’s a clutz but jerome. oh my god. boy is he an octopus with tangled tentacles. okay lame and retarded i know. but he’s just being himself. what to do? 
so this year’s class is quite weird. and im not talking about kim. hahah. okay anyway. firstly, what the hell was with the game? even the adults found it boring. gosh. im not blaming anyone just, seriously. and the other teacher, omg i want to kill myself. she is bloody show off, damn action paction ah and she’s rude and bias. omg, how can anyone like her? and threatening the kids with father mike is so lame. get a life much? and stop saying er, hello? it’s freaking annoying. stop comparing everything to what you do with cl also. we’re talking about subject A and there she goes blabbering about subject P. seriously man. i feel bad to ask for a swap now so im just gonna stick with this class. maybe. oh well. okay, even though everything she did annoyed the fats outta me i think she’s an Okay person. OKAY.
i feel intense pain. dying is on top of my to-do list. 
fuck la. i ate rice today. not eating tomorrow. im a freaking fat cow. a fat cow with a bell. a pink blinged up bell. so booomz. im trying the mangala diet but im failing like crazy. so im gonna start again tomorrow. gonna drink water like mad. gonna exercise like mad. and most importantly, gonna rot at home like mad. why is my life so exciting? sometimes i feel like i dont deserve such a wonderful life. oh well.
i want to watch daybreakers! oh and legion! oh and everything else actually. unless its some stupid chinese treasure hunter show. freaking waste of time. stupid movie with stupid people.
where oh where are the cute small boys?
im so boreeeddddddd. wants 2 die liao. so kim.
i think i might be in love with kim. hahah not. okay maybe maybe not.
cheese and tomato sos la. cb
lies lies lies. when will you stop. i wonder..
went to the airport to study with kim and celia. i ate permed fries and drank coke. really wanted caramel frappe but its quite fattening. once in awhile can la but i drank like so many this week. omg, i can die laughing when im with them. like they’re seriously some laughing drug thing ish.
so climbing the stairs might have burnt some of that fat i consumed earlier on. hopefully.
i dont know what to do. i dont know what to say. i dont know how to make you feel better.
i love ps i love you. omg. love it so much.
i realised why i hate taking naps. i always get this fucking weird feeling that i could never explain. but it hit me that its the same way i felt when my grandpa and uncle passed away. the feeling of knowing that you’ll never see them again. never being to hold them or talk to them. weird like nutella i swear. but i wonder why. why do i feel like that?
i need to go to school soon! im going craaazzzyyyyy.
im so bored. dying at home. stupid cramps.
aiden is so cute. i want to hug him so badly. omg. its so cute when he’s shy. ahh. jerome cut his hair today. it’s like finally much? haha. kidding. omg, he looks so cute in the picture. so so cute. small indian boy. hahahahah.
oh! i didn’t manage to find that small indian boy who looks like jerome. damn. 11 oclock mass is seriously for deaf people. omg. first the choir. and that guy whose face is just funny when he sings. (kim, don’t be so mean) and then the babies. And omg the 2 guys standing next to me during mass. OH MY CHEESE! i wanted to slap them. omg. omg! he was totally making fun of the whole mass. what a fucker. he thinks he’s damn smart cause he knows what the priest is going to say next. like hello? get a life la. he talks freaking loud. FREAKING LOUD while people are praying. brains? the best part of the whole 2 freaks incident is that their parents were next to them and they did nothing. when the babies cry they know how to stare but what about their own kids? omg. i couldnt say peace to them cause i would have lost my cool. oh well. my life.
i miss my friends. i miss MY BOOK! i still dont know what happen to the girl. cheese and tomato sos man.
